| By LEE HANCOCK /
The Dallas Morning News
MOUNT
EVEREST BASE CAMP, Nepal – It's midnight, and Gary Guller is still
up in his expedition tent, bundled into a sleeping bag and yelling
into a satellite phone.
The roar of an
avalanche splits the icy darkness, answered by a tinny din from the
phone. Forty-five fifth-graders back in Texas are screaming in
delight that a real mountaineer would share such an adventure with
them from the top of the world.
The 36-year-old
climber flashes a grin, delighted at more converts to his passion
and his cause: The freedom to explore should be open to anyone, and
there's nowhere better to prove it than the highest of his beloved
mountains of Nepal.
"It doesn't take a
lot of money, a lot of material things. It's people willing to get
out and make the effort, being willing to work together and help and
try," he said. "Even if it's going only 50 meters. Sometimes just
one meter is enough. Sometimes, all it takes is getting off the
couch."
The Austin resident
took a team of people with disabilities to Everest's base camp this
spring to prove just that, and he's now poised to take his message
to its summit.
Joined by two other
American climbers and a small team of Nepalese Sherpas, Mr. Guller
hopes to stand on the peak of the 29,035-foot mountain in the next
few weeks. If successful, he would be the first person with one arm
to reach the top of Everest.
It would complete
an odyssey that began at age 12, when he was captivated by a photo
of a snow-rimmed peak on the trail to Everest. "I thought, 'One day,
I'd like to see that. One day, I will,' " he said.
He roped up for his
first rock climb the next year, exhausting himself on a 40-foot
pitch near his hometown of Gastonia, N.C.
At
15, he talked his parents into sending him to mountaineering school
and then got a job helping underprivileged kids learn outdoor
activities, including climbing.
"That was a start,"
he said. "What appealed to me then and now is that sort of sense of
accomplishment, letting other folks experience some of the pleasures
that I can show them, of something that they wouldn't normally do."
The accident: By
his early 20s, he'd climbed across California and the Southwest and
been in the Alps. After a college stint spent mostly climbing, he
ended up at an Arizona school specializing in outdoor education.
He and his best
friend talked professors into letting them organize a climb of
Orizaba, a volcano in Mexico, as an independent study project. So
one piercingly bright morning in 1986, Mr. Guller, his friend and
another student were roped together at 18,000 feet on the ice-rimmed
mountain, nearing the summit.
Mr. Guller said the
lead climber somehow peeled off a short vertical section, pulling
them all down. Then came the realization that they were falling far
too fast.
He said he dug his
ice ax into the slope, and the others hurtled past as he held onto
it, its strap around his left wrist. The ax initially held, but he
passed out after his friends' weight ripped the nerves controlling
his left arm from his spinal cord. He later learned that his neck
was also broken in several places.
He came to in a
scree field with his friend trying to wake him. They had fallen
about 2,000 feet, and neither could walk. Their companion was
hundreds of feet below with a broken hip.
As darkness came
on, he said, he and his friend hugged each other and fell asleep.
His friend cried out in the night and was dead by morning. Mr.
Guller said he and the other climber waited two days before being
found by searchers so sure they'd be dead that "they only brought
body bags."
Coming to terms: A
neurosurgeon told him he'd never regain use of his arm. He had
experimental surgery but ended up only with excruciating pain in his
left shoulder.
He had more surgery
to deaden the nerves, and then began trying to get himself back into
shape.
"You saw something
that he wanted to do so bad, and nothing was going to get in his
way. Not even losing a limb," said his younger brother David. "He
would spend hours at the gym, just driving himself to the point of
physical exhaustion. It was almost a hush-hush situation with our
parents, not something ever talked about. But as a brother, I knew:
He's going to go up a mountain again."
In 1989, trying to
regain "that free, athletic kind of life," Mr. Guller said he
decided to have his arm amputated.
It was easy "from a
physical point of view," he said, but it wouldn't be until he was
asked to speak at a convention of people with disabilities in Texas
in 2001 that he would come to emotional terms with what had
happened.
"That was a big
turning point for me. I think I've wasted too many years, not facing
up to my injury," he said. "I've begun to look back and realize how
long I have tried to hide the fact that I had only one arm."
After the
amputation, he said, he delved back into outdoor sports, hiking and
camping across Canada and the western U.S., and then going to Europe
to search for some semblance of all that he'd lost.
Persistence: He
settled in England, hiking in winter in the mountains of Wales and
returning to climbing in earnest with ice climbing in Scotland. He
discovered Nepal in the early '90s, and was so smitten with the
country and people that he was soon leading treks there.
In 1997, he signed
on to a friend's expedition to climb Lhotse, a peak adjoining
Everest. Shortly after they reached the mountain, his friend died in
his sleep of a heart attack.
Mr. Guller returned
to England and learned his wife had filed for divorce, citing his
frequent absences.
"I don't know if I
could give up what I do for anyone. That comes across as very hard,"
he said. "I think the majority of people don't really get to
experience what they really want to do, though."
He flew back to
Nepal and fell in love with Joni Rogers, a speech therapist from
Texas.
They decided to
move to Austin to tap into the U.S. adventure-travel market. They
married and mapped out a plan. Mr. Guller would lead treks and build
up their company, Arun Treks and Expeditions, while readying himself
for his ultimate goal: going up Everest.
"The one part that
was missing was my head," he said. "I didn't have the mental control
over what had happened [in 1986] yet. I was still kind of running
from it."
He went to climb
Everest in 2001. With only one arm, it was far more difficult to get
through sections like the Khumbu icefall, a highly unstable ice floe
at the base of the mountain. There, climbers traverse 25 to 30
aluminum ladders stretched over deep crevasses and up massive ice
walls, balancing heavy boots with sharp metal crampons while holding
onto fixed safety ropes. Having to use one arm to negotiate the
ladders and safety ropes was difficult, but Mr. Guller said he
compensated with footwork and patience.
On one trip through
the icefall, he and his climbing Sherpa, one of his closest friends,
narrowly escaped being swept away by an avalanche. Hearing a roar
overhead and seeing a wall of snow hurtling toward them, Mr. Guller
said, Nima Dawa Sherpa threw sacred rice blessed by a Buddhist lama,
told Mr. Guller to hold his breath and hugged him against an ice
wall.
"What went through
my mind was, 'I can't believe this.' " he said. " 'I survived my
neck being broken. I got here, and this is how it's going to end?' "
They were
unscathed, and got up to 24,000 feet but ultimately had to abandon
their summit bid when shifting ice knocked out crucial fixed ropes.
Confidence
renewed
Back in Texas, Mr.
Guller agreed to speak to the Coalition of Texans with Disabilities.
He said it was the first time he'd talked publicly about how he lost
his arm, and he was initially terrified of being with so many people
with disabilities.
"Even I didn't know
his whole story," Ms. Rogers said. "I'd only gotten pieces of it. It
was an extremely emotional process just to write the talk that he
gave."
Afterward, Mr.
Guller began brainstorming with the coalition's director, Dennis
Borel. They assembled Team Everest 03, and their goal was audacious
but simple: Carry to the highest point on earth the message that
people with physical challenges have unlimited potential.
They hoped to raise
$1 million, but the poor economy made fund raising so difficult that
they had to pare the expedition budget. At the last minute, they
scrambled to raise enough to send the minimum amount of equipment
they needed in Nepal. Mr. Borel said they remain $13,000 short of
covering expedition costs.
Once under way, Mr.
Guller said, virtually everything about the trek exceeded his hopes.
Seven of his fellow Americans with disabilities reached base camp
with him, and the group drew national attention and praise from
every climber and trekker they met along the way.
"People do get it,"
he said. "What we're doing is pushing the same envelope that Sherpas
did years ago and climbers did years ago."
He reveled in
showing teammates the mountain kingdom.
In the tiny
settlement of Dugla, he pointed out a particularly stunning peak –
the one he'd seen in pictures as a boy.
"It's like a dream,
regardless of anybody's ability or disability, to see people's faces
when they see these mountains," he said, his eyes tearing up as he
watched his teammates. "And working together like this, it can truly
change the world.
"In Austin, they're
fighting to keep basic human services for people just like these,"
he said. "I wish we had the ways and means to have direct, live
satellite links to the Legislature. I think they'd start maybe
realizing these people are just like them. They're not asking for
the world. They're asking for fairness."
The day they left
base camp, a passing Sherpa stopped him on the trail to hand him a
package from Katmandu. Mr. Guller sat down and ripped it open like a
child opening a present and then stared at the Nepali government
document inside. It was his team's permit to climb Mount Everest.
"I've waited all my
life for this," he said. "Since I was 12 years old." |